Friday, January 30, 2009

Feeling the brush of Winter..

I'm getting colder and colder..

Really..

Is it become of the unusual change of weather..?

Or has it been colder than usual for me..?

That's all there is to me..

Yet, on some of the coldest days, I hope I can someday be held in the arms of my beloved..

And I hope that day draws near..

And I will wait until that day comes..

Saturday, January 3, 2009

アイシテル

Aishiteru

Nani shiteru denwa goshide itoshii koe ga Hibiku
Tameratteru tatta hitokoto sukitoyuu Kotomone baby...
Meni mienai monodakara koso ushinatte Shimaisoude fuandayou
Kimino koega togireru toki
Itamu munega zutto sakenderu

Aishiteru aishiteru chippokena boku dakedo Kimiwo ushinai takunaiyo
Onaji sora bokura itsumo
Shiawase no imi sagashiteru

Kkangaegoto shiteru kimi hohoenderu kimi
Kizukazuni toori sugiteiku kakegaenai hibine Baby...
Sasae atte ikiteiku koto kimi tono deai de Manandayo
Nagareru sora wo oikakete 
Bokutachiwa issho ni
Ikiteru

Aishiteru kimi ga ireba mirai no koto nani Mo Mienakuttemo kowakunai
Daijoubu yorisotteki sugoshite shiawase wa Kitto Itsuka kuru kara

Nandomeka no kenka no toki kimi wa naiteta Demo suki to itta
Ikura naki sakendatte otona ni nante Narenakutte
Shiawase ni nareruka datte wakaranai
Tsuyogatte miru keredo itsuwari wa hitottsu Mo Nai oh baby boku wa tada
Kimi wo aishiteru dake yeah...

Aishiteru aishiteru chippokena boku dakedo Kimiwo ushinai takunaiyo
Onaji sora bokura itsumo
Shiawase no imi sagashiteru

Aishiteru aishiteru futari no kotoba ga Kasanatteru
Natsu no sora yasashiku bokura tsutsumu
Shiawase wa ima koko ni aru

Friday, January 2, 2009

Why do the tears still fall...?

Feeling out of character, I still find the courage to look up at the sky..

But...
But....
But.....

Why am I still crying..?
Why do these tears still fall down my cheeks..?
Why do I feel like there is nothing left for me..?

And once more..
I look up into the starry night sky,
Feeling all alone as always..

Although..
Knowing that there are others too,
Out there,
Watching the skies like I am now..
Searching for something that can bind us all..
And I felt a tugging..
A tiny nudge..

Sorrow..
You are my greatest love...

Pride..
You are my greatest ally..

Nothing else can stop the hurt..
The pain..
The tears..

And I still wonder..

Why do these tears still fall..?